my name looks so fancy in runes
Oumoul Kirami comes from a verse in the Quran that my grandmother has at her home in Guinea, Africa. I was also named after my aunt who was a very successful business woman in Guinea, so with her importance in Guinea, there is this expectation that I must be as successful as she was since we shared the same exact name (no pressure). I think that my name strongly defines me as a person. (sidenote: one of the things that I love most about having a name that is uncommon is the red line that appears under it in Word).
Fun fact: Girls that have Oumoul as their first name are never called Oumoul; they always go by their middle name, or the name that is attached to Oumoul.
My name is a clear indication of my ethnicity, religion, and identity. Hardly anyone that I know has that same exact name as mine, and I feel that this almost sets me apart from the majority of people. However, I am not sure whether this is good or bad. In some cases, being different from the majority can be a good thing. That difference, whatever it may be, makes you this unique individual that no one else can try to be. But this difference can also be the reason why people look at you in a way that makes you feel inferior and insignificant because you are not a part of the majority. This difference can also lead to exclusion because some may believe that you are not the same as them.
An Individual That is Also a Part of a Larger Whole?
The individual me that is seen at school is very different from the Kirami that is at home among her family. The reason for this is because of how comfortable I am around certain people. Since I have been around my family for seventeen years, I am extremely comfortable with being myself and saying what is on my mind when I am with them. There is not much judgement, and I am free to be who I am. However, when I am at school, I am mostly comfortable with my peers, and I tend to overthink and stay quiet during class discussions. The two "me's" do not really clash; depending on the situation, it is a normal transition from the real me to the individual me.